Yes, Lord, I Will Trust You Without Borders

As many of you know, my family and I are moving to the Dallas area. This is our tenth move in 6 years. My parents are not fond of Louisiana (where we live now) so they are OK with the move. I, on the other hand, have just gotten where I feel comfortable here. I have friends. I have a best friend for the first time in my life! So I am comfortable here. I really don't want to go, but the Lord has made is incredibly clear that I am suppose to go. Go where? I don't know. I just know that I am not suppose to stay in Louisiana.

So in my searching of where I am suppose to go I have applied to 2 different schools. One in Dallas and one here in LA. I have been so confused! Do I go with my parents or do I stay in LA. At the school here in LA, I would have friends. I mean that is where my best friend is going! It would be easy! But in Dallas, I would not know a single soul! But I have done that many times. Moving and making new friends is no big deal!

In all my confusing and searching I was trying to think of how things would/should work out. How God would work all things for the good where ever I went. So basically I was trying to figure out where would be most comfortable for me/try to be superwoman and do it all on my own (which I seem to do often and God continues to teach me that I can't do that...)

So yesterday, it was my last time to worship at our church which I LOVE! We sang a song I hadn't heard before. Oceans by Hillsong United.

You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown where feet may fail
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep my faith will stand

I will call upon Your Name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise
My soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine

Your grace abounds in deepest waters
Your sovereign hand will be my guide
Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You've never failed and You won't start now

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Saviour

I will call upon Your Name
Keep my eyes above the waves
My soul will rest in Your embrace
I am Yours and You are mine 

I love this song! It was such and encouragement to me and very much needed yesterday. They verses that stuck out to me I put in bold. "You've never failed and you won't start now" A reminder that in all of the 9 moves, I would NEVER give up one of them! EVER!! So if He hasn't let me down in 9 moves, why would He let me down with number 10? 

And the other verse that stick out was, "Spirit, lead me where my trust is without borders, let me walk upon the waters, wherever you would call me." And going along with what I said before, if He hasn't let me down in 9 moves why would He start with 10? So why am I reluctant to trust him with this move?? 

So my prayer is that I would learn to trust my Father with everything! I would learn to trust without borders and I would be willing to go wherever He calls!

Following His lead,
Kati C.