Monday, May 3, 2010

My first day on the job....

Well, this morning my dad called and said "You want a part time job? You can start today" So, of course, I said ok! So I got ready and headed to the office. I was so nervous. It's my first job, I've never done this before, what if I mess up??? I always over analyze everything and get myself worked up over things that i shouldn't and it proved to be true this time. I walk in and Mr. Windsor shows me how to work the phone and all that and then says, "Did you bring a book? It's kind of slow around here" So I sit down and look for something to do and I have now been here for about 2 hours and the phone has rung twice. Just now a man did come in and need a receipt for something which I don't know how to do....of  course...that was a little stressful just because I feel like I am here to take some of the work load off of  Mr. Windsor and I can't because I don't know how to do these things but he was very understanding so it was no big deal. But as I was sitting here thinking about it I felt God say to me "Why do you get so anxious? I have you best interest at heart. I will NOT give you more than you can handle." Urgg....I drive myself crazy how worked up about things that aren't that big of a deal especially when MY God is in charge of it. You know that verse in Jeremiah where it says "For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper and not to harm you!" God wants what is best for us. He won't let you sink!
Ok well that is my word for the day....
Kati C.
His Princess